Why is it that when my doctor told me my bpm is -8 lower than a month ago and my body is essentially shutting down, I felt accomplished? I had to hide my smile. I’m seeing her again in 2 weeks and a cardiologist in about a week. My hearts fine though, it’s not nearly weak enough to hold me back from doing throwing in spring.
I did lose alot of muscle though. If I do throw I’d suck this year. And there’s a new girl trying out who i heard is apparently great at it. I could try running again (lol). We’ll see
