CHVRCHES - Recover
Ellie Goulding - Lights (Bassnectar Remix) ♥
My favorite version of this song
This song totally brought up feelings I didn’t realize it would. It made me think about my eating disorder and Gina and how she died and I believe she died to save me and I have to take back my life and I’m crying really hard right now.
“When you go, just know that I will remember you
If living was the hardest part, we’ll then one day be together”
Just all the lyrics are more relevant now than when I listened to this song on repeat for weeks in 7th grade and it’s strange when your past comes to haunt you and remind you this is how you’ve always been.
If I die and go to hell real soon,
it will appear to me as this room.
And for eternity I’d lay in bed
in my boxers, half stoned,
with the pillow under my head.
(via jooces)
