I mean i know I’m fat but I didn’t think my fat reserves were THAT sustainable. Die motherfucker, die die. Why am I still alive?

I’m not even suicidal, I’m just surprised I’m still here.

4:12 pm  •  11 October 2012  •  1 note

I don’t know why I’m having such a difficult time keeping food in. Eating with my mon is one of the most triggering things. She eats so little. I can’t stand it.

I hate eating with my mom.

2:24 pm  •  16 April 2012

thedailywhat:

Lights Out: A&E’s Intervention, minus the intervening.

[mattchew03.]

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6:13 pm  •  3 January 2012  •  391 notes

I’m done D-O-N-E done with eating for the sake of purging. 

The above statement is a massive lie. I wish I could control myself, but my eating related behaviors are mindless and punishment. 

Possibly triggering.

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1:41 am  •  3 January 2012  •  9 notes